笑一笑，没什么事情过不了 =P

2010-04-18T12:45:00.002+08:00

Ohh ya I need to keep myself more responsible in uploading the photos in my camera as they are still lying inside my camera.

2010-03-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

I realli donno at this point of time wad am I excatly thinking. How come there is always so many last minute? How come there is sooo many empti-ness? How come everyone around mi is getting their own happpiness? How come I am always alone?

The only thing I wish for is that to spend my birthday with and looking forward to it. But who knows that there is always last minute changes than leading to disappointment... I hope everyday that you won't change of plans cause I really need a laughing seed.

P.S Promise mi?

2010-03-28T16:11:00.002+08:00

Jus had another quarrelling wif my mum...
Why must she always be the right one, she still gt the rights to question mi when she is at fault...
I am somehow or rather the odd one out in the family
I did sometimes questioned my own birth status...
Why is the pressure always on the eldest child, if this were to happen I rather myslef was not being born at all...

P.S why is there always no one to stand by my side

2010-03-28T15:47:00.004+08:00

I really appreciate the pickup on Tuesday... Many thanks to you... I am really happy and glad to hear that you are fine on Thursday, I almost cried out such foolish I am.

So many has happened... I was very angry when I saw you and you so-called loving gf, I was like WTF. How many girls do u still wanna play with ??? Couple of movie sessions this few weeks and I am really loving it. Not sure if I should looked forward to a big day nx week though.

Currently watching korean drama on Channel U.

Well gpa is out and guess wad I did improve by the score of 0.09... (hmmm hahaha abit pathetic to mi lah) There was this one thing I considered myself being stupid, I was so happy abt sth that I literally bang myself into the wall ... oppps pain pain ah...

Will update soon bah well here's a sneak peak of my 'little bf':

Isn't he so cute??

P.S Where is my love?

2010-03-15T18:26:00.002+08:00

Sick again... took mc today and trying to complete my work stuff so that I can hand in on Wednesday. My weekend was still alrite sat last minute went out and caught the movie Hot Summer Days which was quite nice though. And guess wad I was so happy on Sat, he bought mi a pair of babies thanks really appreciated it =) will upload the photo when I am free. So tomorrow will be the same old routine again looking forward to see my kids in the kindergarden.

P.S my words carries no impact to you.

2010-03-11T23:24:00.003+08:00

Well to start off with the few updates this weeks:

I began to realised that my workplace's politics is begining to surface. Total stressed just like a normal teachers cum babysitters.

Monday: Was a birthday celebration for Abgail (hey girl happy sweet 17th to you) well although I had celebrated that 3 years ago =) but love ya gal. I specially went to buy the hand designed cake from THE ICING ROOM but though the cake was not designed by cause I really had no confident afraid that I might spoil the cake T_T

Tuesday: Was an evening spent wif a laughing tree who kept giving laughing seeds >.< Very nice of Ian to fetch mi from my wrkplace and pei mi all the way to downtown to watch FU XING DAO. Funny show btw. Had BBQ CHICKEN for dinner pity that I did not bring m camera for camwhore session.

Wednesday + Thursday: Tution

Friday: Will be another movie session with Timonthy although we had not decided on the movie we are going to watch yet

P.S Wish you the best of life and hope nv to see you again

2010-03-10T01:47:00.003+08:00

I am sorrie but I jus wanna run away again Like I used to do...
I really can't take it anymore, I jus wanna run and run until I had no more breath
I jus wanna shout till I had no voice left.

Why can't you just can't love mi the way I loved you.

2010-03-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

Begining to fell emotional as I used to be again. Its like how come things are not going the way I wanted. It was just like a knife or something sharp that is being stabbed into my heart. I don't know what am I changing to be I don't know myself anymore. What is really wrong wif mi getting affected by small things.... OMG Going crazyyyyyy..... Can't sleep I reay feel super hopeless, unsecured, helpless. Is like why iszt anyone there for me or understand wad I am going through.

P.S regrets, regrets and more regrets sorry its my fault everything is my fault.

2010-03-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered how it is like deleted from someone else's life.. That remains a question mark ??
So finalli I started updated my blog again after sometime..
Photos will be the next post I guess
Recently.

Here it goes:
I had a new job and am loving it----> it a pre-school full time teacher job
And on my first day of school was already an excusion trip with my babies to the UNDERWATER WORLD.
They are all so adorable, you can nv imagine that how nice and how satisfied when they put a smile on their face, or they stopped crying or even start to eat they food.

Apart from that I am also currently teaching tution of 2 kids... oh my I think I AM prepared for motherhood.
Well, but still I am unsure of what my future or my career/ study path holds.

Went sentosa yesterday and got sunburnt and it was more painful today compared to yesterday... ohh gosh

Well, up coming:
Ice Skating @ Kallang tomorrow
Wednesday will be mahjong session with peeps and last but not least..
Party timee willl crazy babes @ supper club =)

P.S I am so lucky that I realised that you were that kind of person.

2010-02-17T10:40:00.001+08:00

Hey Peeps will update my blog as soon as possible....
My blog will be under going renovation soon...

2009-12-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

OMG I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SUNFLOWER...

Twice in this week cry badly due to channel u's show:

(1) on christmas night 11.30pm- absolute boyfriend movie

(2) just now 9.30pm - 向日葵的约定 (The Promise)

Side note:

Someday I also want to see this sunflower field with you...

P.S those who watched, what do you think?

2009-12-25T14:28:00.002+08:00

What a lonely little christmas...
Bet everyone is outside celebrating wif Bfs, Gfs, and frends...
But for mi?? None..
Where my frends go to.....
Man I jus hate it....

2009-12-16T00:26:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. where should I start ?? happy things or sad things ??

Ever wondered why people surroundding you are so happliy attached

whereas u are just alone?

Ever wondered why attached people grumble all the time but

they don't that u envy them?

Ever wondered why the person you liked always talk to u

just because they want to know more about the person from u?

Ever wonder why u always help others

but when it comes to u need help from they, it always turns out to be a disappointment.

Anyway now moving on to so happy happenings:

I am already not sure what is happy, real or fake but still I am just glad that FYP is finally over and no more stress and tense up bodies anymore. I can't imagine that they will not be any FYP anymore and it's other people's turn to get stressed up for FYP.

Well my month was fruitful though, had quite a few outings with my galfriends (well will update more abt it), outings with fyp members and lastly just now went for a movie session wif yu shu... I just can't resist movies.....

photos will be up next but onli part of it due to consolidation of the photos not complete =)

2009-12-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

I M SICK!!!!!!

fever + cough + sore throat + flu

2009-12-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

Verse 1:He is approaching..from a far far far distance
how am i to express my shaking heart?
He.....Stole my heart from the very start and gave me an illness that i cannot recover from...

Chorus:I want to become a flowerpot I pray all the time
I want to become a flowerpot
That stands on his small window sill
Even if I won't be able to say a wordor expect anything
From time to time I'll receive his smile and careness
And just watch his sleeping face

Verse 2:He's leaving very far far far away
How am i supposed to soothethese falling tears?
He...Stole my heart from the very start
And gave me an illness that i cannot recover

Chorus:I want to become the flowerpot
I pray all the time
I want to become the flowerpot
That stands on his small window sill
Even if I won't be able to say a wordor expect anything
From time to time, I'll receive his smile and careness
And just watch his sleeping face
I want to become the flowerpot
That stands on his small window sill
Even if I won't be able to say a wordor expect anything
From time to time, I'll receive his smile and careness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wDEd3724ozc

2009-10-22T11:33:00.002+08:00

Obviously you mind yet you keep on pretending you don't mind
Your actions are always showing you mind
How can I trust you when you are always acting so fake infront of me
I hate that you don't talk to me straight in the face
I don't need a friend who minds about talking and gossiping by other people

Current mood: disappointed, angry

2009-10-12T14:43:00.002+08:00

Timeline:
Last week schedule:
Monday- Fyp + went out wif Prislin, Cecilia and Jac Jac
Tuesday- School
Wednesday- School + work
Thursday- School + work
Friday- School + work
Saturday- work + celebrating xinning b'dae till 10 am (sunday)
Sunday- slpt for 2 hrs + shopping for jac jac b'dae present + celebration at her hse till late
Note: I had to travel from boon lay back to pasir ris (JAC JAC YOU STAYED TOOO FAR LE HOR)

Coming up (12/10/09)-(18/10/09):
Monday- FYP + work
Tuesday- School +work
Wednesday- School +work
Thursday- School +work
Friday- School +work
Saturday- work
Sunday- dance + work

2009-09-25T14:40:00.002+08:00

Finalli, back from a series of crazy happenings in Korea.
Took the most scariest ride of my life: the T-express
The T Express, debuted in 2006, is the first wooden roller coaster and the largest of any kind in South Korea. The T Express is the 6th longest wooden coaster in the world at 5,838 feet long. It is also the steepest, with the first drop inclined at 77 degrees.

=> Characteristics & Records of T Express (2008)
South Korea's first wooden roller coaster
World's steepest wooden roller coaster (77 degrees)
Drop : 57m (7th in the world)
Attraction time : 3min 00sec (the longest in Asia, 7th in the world)
Air time : 12 times (the most air times in South Korea)
Altitude : 56m (the highest in Asia, 3rd in the world)
Maximum Speed : 104km/h (the fastest in Asia, 8th in the world)
[+] Gravity Force : 4.5g
[-] Gravity Force : -1.2g

Crazy isn't it?

There are so many things that I had done till I couldn't remember them all but the most that I had learnt and appriciate the most is the communication and also spending time with the people during the trip.

2009-09-07T14:05:00.003+08:00

OMG ..
Hello people I am back after soooo long of rest and preparation of a new life...
There are so many movies I wanna watch...
(1) The Time Traveller's Wife
(2) G-Force
(3) Coco Before Chanel
(4) Dance Flick (watched)
(5) Scandal's Makers
(6) I Love You, Beth Cooper
(7) Year 1
(8) The Proposal (2 times)

2009-06-18T02:42:00.003+08:00

Crying in the late nite shouldnt be something I should do (but the fact is i am doing it rite now, in this second)
I realli cannot believe that why am I always facing so much upsets and so much obstacles. Compared to other people's lives they are far more luckier than mi jus that they still didn't realised and take it for granted.
Wanting sth is so hard
Often people have something they will ask for more, but compared to me do they actually know that I yearn for the things they already had.
Iszt really so diffcult... I jus dun understand why it is so unfair

P.S Losing control.... crying nites

2009-06-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

Life is really like a big whole mess rite now.
Realising that want I had now was just a lie and nothing else more
Once thought that it was a dream come true, but it turns out to be a foolish thinking
I don't wanna walk alone but it jus seems that I dun haf a choice at all
I dun wanna believe everything good that happens s true anymore
Cause in the end it will be like tearing it me apart to know the true that it is not good at all.
I dont wan it anymore, i really cant take the heartbreak anymore
The price I had paid to take this heartbreak is too much
Crying rite now, I dun wanna waste my tears again
People say that a girl's tear is precious but I dont even think mine was
Its jus like a loose tap that no one will bother to repair in and jus leave the water to flow
I jus donno what to do anymore
the world doesnt stop moving jus because I am sad

P.S Is what I am asking too much??

2009-06-07T02:46:00.002+08:00

OMG... I am sick again (&%&$^#$#$&*^*&%#)

This time is still the same:
Down with flu, cough, sore throat and abit of fever.
Leads to changing of voice and also completely losing my voice
Solution is drinking of more water.... and also eating medicine and plenty of rest (which cannot be done) =(

2009-06-02T11:20:00.007+08:00

Yoz back after the watermelon post.... this time round found sth else funnier but I guess now most you guys might had seen it before:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weIbm3m-Xbo&feature=related

OH HELLO. :D - By ANG SU FANG (currently in lad now for fyp), we are down wif 3 people today including mi....

So sad- my blink ear piece spoil le...

(err.. can see the distorted part??)

10 thing I did last week:

(1) Last week of school

(2) Collection of my 'O' level certificate at Buona Vista
(3) Watched Night at the Musuem 2 (Dum Dum I wan Gum Gum, Dum Dum did you bring mi Gum Gum)

(4) Went Timbre at clake quay to see live band performance

(5) Brought qian yu to Eski bar at Boat quay (super cool n cold)

(6) Went lavender to make my new passport (still in processing)

(7) Went shopping with Kevin (cheers to 3 yrs of friendship but he kept claiming that we knew each other only for a day--- he is such a pig)

(8) Went out wif FYP team mates to eat secret recipe (woohoo nice cakes)

(9) Old habit... (supper at cineleisure/scape park)

(10) Lastly of all as usual, WORK

(a random picture of my carebear and classmate elmo =) )

(look at the size of the wedges... was eating at TRCC)

Side note- btw gt realised my new fringe??

P.S what is the definition of love

2009-05-15T11:50:00.002+08:00

watermelon, Watermelon, WATERMELON:::::::::::

I was reading an article online and saw this----->

And main introduction of the day======>

A store in Fukuoka is selling heart-shaped watermelons:

The unusual fruit is the invention of Hiroichi Kimura, a farmer from Kumamoto, and his wife. The couple said they had tried for three years to create the perfectly heart-shaped fruit, which they say symbolizes their passion for farming and their affection for each other.
Apparently they are being sold for a price 15,750 yen ($160) each.[via JapanSoc dot com]

Commenting (in process):

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

WHAT 160 bucks for a watermelon

I can do alot of things with that money hahaha...

Do people realli buy it?????

Well there is really such thing of different shapes of watermelon as shown in all the pictures go read the link I attach below:

http://www.tofugu.com/2008/08/15/japanese-face-shaped-watermelon-and-other-weird-shapes/

Must READ hor...

All my reseARCH.....

2009-05-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

Will time realli fade things away???

2009-05-12T15:16:00.002+08:00

Hui Xin's schedule for tuesday and wednesday:

Tuesday:
School - 10 am till 4pm
Fyp- 4.30pm till 6pm
Work(stock take)- 10pm till 8am (thats wad Sarina says)

Wednesday:
Work(stock take)- end at 8am
Fyp- 11am and onwards

Remarks: Not sleeping for 1 nite

2009-05-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

Healing in progess

P.S when will I be able to let go...

2009-05-05T10:30:00.002+08:00

Hey sorrie people was MIA-ing till now...
Totally in a down down mood now.....
This is the low period of my life now, donno when will all this sadness, emo-ness end
Seeing people happily walking makes mi wonder when will that all happen on mi too
Behind every laughter is every drop of tears, can't help that they will keep on dropping without notice...

There are so many things I wanna let go, but I just keep on trying ,
Its jus that they would not go off, jus like super glue stick on mi
But I guess back to basics, let nature goes its way bah
Am I realli that easy to be forgotten,or am I jus a piece of glass which people won't even look
Am iszt that I am jus a piece of worthless art which is not even up to grade to admire on.

2009-04-05T18:54:00.002+08:00

What is love:

Given by Wikipedia=>
Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. The word love is both a verb and a noun. Love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two or more feelings. Anything vital to us creates more than one feeling, and we also have feelings about our feelings (and thoughts about our feelings). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

Enjoy the music video (really like this song):

2009-03-30T01:35:00.001+08:00

Counting down to 6 days
looking forward????

2009-03-30T00:44:00.003+08:00

Most dramatic situation happen today at work:

Settings:
Venue: Forever 21
Time: between 8.30pm to 9.00pm
People involved: All of forever 21 staff (which is basically all gals), a cockroach and customers that were present
Objective: To kill the cockroach and shift it to the dustbin
Tools that were used: Newspaper and shelltox (mind the spelling)

It happens as it goes :
I was at the fittings at the second level of the shop when the big cockroach appear and the shop floor. One of my collegue was chasing it out using the insecticide but to no avail the cockroach came running back..... All of the staffs were screaming including mi stare at it not knowing wad to do. There was this customer who tried to step on it but unsuccessfully the cockroach onli turned upside down.... So I jus went down from the fitting room, took a pile of newspaper and dropped on it. After that I shift the dead corpse using the newspaper and throw inside the dustbin....
End of Story....

Conclusion:
Its was sth big for mi as this was my first time doing this, I didnt know where all my guts come from to do so. Usually when you see the cockroach I will be out of sight, but this time I did so much..... I was a break of record I was super uber scared lah but anyway I am still scared of cockroach...

well (end of post)
-_-"

2009-03-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

This song is by Katy Perry, I find it quite touching as the storybehind it was quite sad.......

2009-03-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

After 9 more hours I will be leaving for Malacca.......
So be mentally prepared for my posts when I return to Singapore

=)

Super excited
Donno whether can slp mah???

P.S what people have, you might not have it

2009-03-06T00:07:00.005+08:00

Rainy days belongs to a gal
Now is pouring super heavily outside
it felt like as if her emotions follows the weather but sadly to say she is spending this nite alone
So what she is scared of thunder and lightning
All she can do was to cover her eyes and ears
hoping to lie to herself that there was no thunder and lightning at all

A gal staring into blank space hoping to know the answer she is looking for
but she than aimlessly walks out of the question she is looking for but still hoping to find the answer one day. Tears can be seen in her eyes, she has too many emotion baggauges to be put down. No one listens to her, she keeps everything inside only still showing a smile telling everyone she is alrite.
People taking her for granted, neglecting how she feels. What she did was to help others n treat people well, but who would ever think of treating her well too. She believes that no matter how much a person gives she should not ask back cause people are selfish, they wont do it.
Even she disappears or went missing no one will look for her.... So.... the her life story continues

Was stuck in RP's lab for the whole in working on experiments and preparing samples for FYP
Got another 3 more sets of papers consist in total abt 90 pages to be read and due nx thurs's meeting....

Well, its cold right now got to go bath...
Photos will be post ASAP

P.S Will it be e same if I had nv fallen for...
tidous
=(

2009-03-04T13:03:00.003+08:00

Back from donno nowhere...
Feel so stressed and worn out this 2 weeks but I guess after a smile will be jus fine

Had a couple of movies this 2 weeks:
(1) The other end of the line
(2) Marley and mi
(3) He's just not that into you
(4) The curious case of benjamin buttons

Yet to watch:
(1) Role models
(2) Slumdog millionaire
(3) Confessions of a shopholic
(4) Hotel for dogs
(5) Push
(6) Taken

Had been fyp-ing and working plus the dance lessons at studio wu.
Went to studio wu wif prislin for hip hop dance lesson, it was damn fun but totally worn out after that meet up wif Nasyitah, haven seen her for about 1 year and 2 mths since we both start together at Forever 21. Totally miss her.... hahaha
Had photo shooting session in the train wif andy and rinn, we climb up the seats and did alot of photo shooting....

Well had been studying since last nite, guess i need to get back to study now, ppt for fyp will be due tomorrow and I still gt 4 papers not yet to be read.

See ya real soon,,,
tata

P.S what will I do it I would have to gif you up...

smiles (photos will be in the next post) =)

2009-02-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing
Emo-ing

Dunno why this week is emo week for mi.....
Its raining season for mi
Ever wonder wad is so bothering....
Haiz
Did most of the crying this week (in fact doing it rite now)

I just realised one thing that from e start of secondary school until now somehow or rather e guys i like or interested will be interested or like my frend....
Which tends to make mi the invisible one infront of them no matter how much I do
Its jus so tiring...
Is really finding the wan i like who will pay attention to mi so diffcult
I could jus gif up trying
As I noe no matter what I do will be the same
I feel like forgotten, someone forgot to pick mi up jus abandon mi here....
I just could not show that I am sad infront of people, all I can do is hide and let it all out
Having wonder when will someone be there (but I noe there wont be)
Jus realised whenever I need someone they are not there
I jus wanna keep running and leave
Envy the people surrounding mi
Another mood affecting post pls don read if you can't be bothered

P.S Why am I being treated different?????

If onli I could have love too

2009-02-14T07:08:00.005+08:00

Appearing again after not updating for abt 8 days... I guess that I m realli that busy in alot of stuff....

Woke up 2day super uber early to blog.... (its currently 7:10M NOW)

AND TODAY'S VALENTINE'S DAY

WELL TO ALL THE PEOPLE OUT THERE INCLUDING MI----> HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

And I had found out that there are two dates that we might have celebrate too:

+White Day (March 14) - similar to Valentine's Day
+Black Day (April 14) - celebration day for single people

Well I think that its a day of giving and also receiving and the most traditional objects given and being received is actually red roses and CHOCOLATES (omg that is my favourite)... hahaha

Back to recapping:

Been doing alot of things this whole week

(1) Done kbox session wif w54b peeps (was onli 3 person concert as zhi hui went to Genting)

(2) Mostly work on this week

(3) Playing lan at THE CATHAY and CINELEISURE (recently we were hooked up on a game, will intro to u guys ltr =P)

(4) Went to army market to look look and see see

OMG i just realised that I had so much to blog and this might be another uber long post...

Introducing to u guys about this game or most probably not as i seen many people playing it.

Was hooked up by this game and Me, Andy and Rinn kept going to either THE CATHAY or CINELEISURE to play this game.

The game is super, highly addictive and ALOT OF SCREAMING AND SHOUTING HAD TO BE DONE OR HAD BEEN DONE ALREADY.

Due to time constrain I decided to cut short this post....

Need to go and bath le and prepare for work, will be back to update more stories =) will keep u guys updated.

Bathing time.....................................................................................

P.S Today will be wearing red at work and also 1000 roses will be given out today in my wrkplace (hope u guys got one)

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

SMILE

If changing will do the trick why not go ahead and change for the better.

2009-02-01T04:00:00.001+08:00

Trust means to believe. I trust you, means I have no doubt in my mind about your honesty, integrity and credibility. No relationship can survive without trust. How to develop and keep the trust in a relationship forever, because as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. Trust is the foundation on which a relationship is built. If you don’t trust a person, howsoever you may love him/her, your relationship will not survive, because you have no trust in him/her.

A random paragraph someone who has jus remind mi ...

Back for more blogging, sorrie not for updating due to my stupidity-------> FORGETTING OF MY PASSWORD THAT I CANNOT LOGIN MY LAPPY FOR THAT WHOLE WEEK =_=

ISZT THAT -______________-" ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

So here's my CNY:
On the EVE-
early in the morning woke up to visit ye ye at mandai....
saw nai nai and other auntie and uncle plus my cousins
after praying we all wen to yishun to eat lunch (yum yum)
xiao shu than drive us home...
after that took a 3 hr nap as i was too tired....
meet Andy to buy yu sheng (thanks for the discount)
Lastly, woohoo my favourite part -----> steamboat (omg lah my mum boiled e soup and wah all the ingredients make my hungry while i m blogging again)
was tv time after that and papa gave mi and didi ang bao $$$ (ya shui qian)

First DAY-
woke up than bath and dress into my new year clothes
then headed to nai nai's hse to bai nian,
every year the visitiing places for us are always that same
after that was visiting the temple at toa payoh
lastly, was papa's friend's hse as the last stop =)

Second DAY-
early morning went to auntie's hse a few blocks away (that was e last hse we visited)
in the afternoon met Andy for lunch at a japanese resturant at E!Hub
jus before the movie seesion we had around 1hr plus of spare time so we decide to go to that arcade (and we played the touch screen thing and para para till we gt muscle cramps), we than took the tickets we earn and change into chocolate and a toy car
that was movie session (went to catch the wedding game)
after movie was pool session, I was super uber clever did alot of tricks which cnnt be done
while accompanying Andy for the bus, we called Ryan up to talk rot (hahaha) dramatic situations again
headed home afterwards.

Third DAY-
starting of work

Updating of recently movie sessions:
(1) Bride wars - Andy and Ryan
(2) The wedding game- Andy
(3) All Well End Well 2009- Andy and Ryan

Finalli Rinn came back from Malaysia, hahaha Andy sorrie to make you put in so much effort to bring her back =P
Yesterday nite went to eat cake with Andy at cafe cartel but sadly Andy's favourite cake and another cakes were all sold out so we had sandwiches... (Andy describle it heavenly)

Things not done:
(1) Kbox session wif Andy
(2) Kbox session wif w54b peeps
(3) Collecting of IC wif Rinn
(4) Watching of Love Matters
(5) Dance lesson wif Prislin

well, it getting real late, gonna end the post here

P.S seeing you like this, I dont noe why I am hurting as well

Emo songs makes mi cry -________________-

2009-02-01T01:57:00.002+08:00

One of the photos took wif grace and zeehwee (think is last day of sch, but still got alot of photos yet to come)

2009-01-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

AMENDED POST: ( Jus for Andy)

I just haf to do this for Andy if not he will jus keep saying that my post is all about Ryan,
Well Rinn left for Malaysia already =( that makes Mi and Andy starting to miss her already
2day is Polymer and Composite, so Dawn actually treat us pizza for lunch (how sweet is that as initially I didn't really expect she will do that)
Currently talking to Andy and our super uber dramatic bff issue.. Darn he and Ryan always sour mi....

Andy says: My hair is Atrocious, No better words to describle it
I say: My Voice is Atrocious, No idea how could it be describle

This post is full of randomness... so dun bother
but basically its about the parts I had left out in the previous post...

P.S back to old, usual self

(one of the saturday nite with e two of them... lol)

credits to Andy for photo....

Bye

Nites

Sad songs make me emo....................................................

2009-01-22T21:23:00.003+08:00

People I'm back again but this time round down with fever and sore throat... losing of voice again..

Well re-capping most of post most of them had indicate that I was sick...
Last few days/week was really tough for mi to get by but as time goes by I was getting better

Had been shopping for CNY stuff, so here's e list I had shopped and bought:
(1) Checkered dress (light green, blue and white) wif a zip infront- $30
(2) Super uber big bag - $20
(3) A pair of River Island shoes - $50
(4) A black belt with sequins - $15

Not sure if I should buy accessories mah, cause I was afraid might not have the time for another shopping trip.. .. --__--
Had a usual day today at school it was the second day of school le, hangout with frend at the library, then bump into Ryan then he was laughing at my voice and saying that I sing Ah Du's songs will be nice (hahahaha)
Try the videocall with ryan.. I was damn toot lah, I did not even try that before and was sooooo amazed by it...
hahahahaha.. what a toot am I (^(00)^)~

Looking forward to CNY, going to visit grandpa at Mandai this Sunday, so long never go see him le.. miss him the day since he was gone...
CNY atmosphere>>> CNY cookies>>> CNY clothes>>> CNY shopping
OMG everyone is jus so into CNY, AND I AM SUPER UBER LOOKING FORWARD TO IT...

P.S If only I could reverse time to continue where we had stopped from....

Signing off (=)

2009-01-16T08:58:00.002+08:00

New and the second post of the year.... I noe I had been like MIA for donno how long or who knows how long might it be.

Having to know that fact that I had left
And gone
And will never return
How much it hurts had all been hidden in a bottle

A brand new start of the year and Chinese New Year in coming in a week's time
haven bought clothes yet...
OMG I NEED NEW CLOTHES
Tons of photo not uploaded and tons of events not updated...
But recent ones was starting of school and also doing of volunteerary working by painting old folk's hse (refferring to the 1 room flat at redhill and also telok blangah)

Recently just finish watching Bu Liang Xiao Hua, I think that the ending was rather fantasy but was super uber sweet.... >.<
Starting on wo de yi wan mian bao.. the storyline was rather funny and also cute in a sense...

My friends had been grumbling of mi not updating and also uploading of their photos and recently had alot of movie session wif Ryan and Andy, thx to them for being so patient to wait for mi after work... (hahahaha)

Watched movies (currently):
(1) Bedtime stories
(2) Ip man
(3) Bolt

Movies coming up:
(1) Bride Wars
(2) ALL'S WELL END'S WELL 2009
(3) The wedding game
(4) Confessions of a shopperholic

Sub post:
So many things had happen in such a short period of time, I almost can't take the blow
everything that had happened was jus like watching a movie
never been so lonely and s tearful before
Had always been telling myself that I had to walk this path alone..

2009-01-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

I feel so all alone...
I jus hope u can understand not onli u feels that way...

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P.S I jus need someone to be there to let mi lean on....

Coming up: Next post will be all my updates posts

2008-12-25T10:49:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone!!!!

=)

2008-12-19T10:12:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl, back from malaysia trip...
Will update real soon...
Smiles =)

2008-12-05T08:38:00.003+08:00

Haven been updating so often due to busy-ness , lazy-ness , tired-ness

2/12/08:
Had anatomy class, faci brought a statiscope and pressure meter to class for us to do hands on experiment and let us play wif it. After playing, we started to cam-whore arond, took photos wif grace, jia qing, sue and sineha. I actualli took photo of the whole measure thingy that faci did for melvin as he had volunteered himself to get some pressure test. after much fun, we started to settle down and discussion the content page of our powerpoint presentation. After school, off to work, baby came to fetch mi afterwork so nice of him.

3/12/08:
Meet Prislin in the late morning to go for usual gym session, and after that daddy came to fetch me from compass point, slacked at home for awhile to off to work again. This time round baby really gave me a shock by fetching me from wrk again, very very very niceeeee of him. Thanks dear love u =)

4/12/08:
Yesterday, Mi, Cindy, Prislin, Geok Hui, Renee, Shan Shan, Kong Ming and shi Kang went to celebrate Su Yin's b dae at Jurong IMM. We had dinner at Ichiban and after that meal we took out the b dae cake and the present. Had a very full meal, wednesday gym session had gone to waste. After dinner went to the water playground to have fun but after that 3 security guards had confronted us as the layground was strictly for children only. We didn't know this but after that ur mood came back and we started cam-whore session again. Cheeze...
Damn worn out when I got home wanted to watch my favourite anime but ended up fell asleep on the sofa. Bath than sleep.

5/12/08:
The day had just been started, overslept ths morning and it's the first meeting of the day. Today's module is Analytical instrument talking about vanilla which need to take 5 to 6 years to cultivate... so my question is-------------> do we need to pre-order before hand and collect it after 5 to 6 years ??????????
Zouk has an event tonite, Flesh Imp is celebrating its anniversary there, was invited but on't think will be attending as due to some timing clash....

Well, off to break now...

Will update photos ltr....

P.S I m so happy to have you as a part of my life....

Tidous =) smiles

2008-12-01T16:13:00.007+08:00

2008-11-23T12:38:00.003+08:00

Jus woke up not long ago....
Yesterday nite had fun with Klaine.Angie.Lynnkoh and all of Klaine's friends....
It was a gals nite out hanging out at St.james Power Station
It has been ages since we had a nite out le... hehehe
So we went to dragonfly then to power house then to the boiler's room then back to dragonfly and our last stop was at power house again...

It was crowed packed with people, we were all squeezed up like a pack of sardines....
But was enjoyable though slack till 4 than I and Angie headed for home....
Feeling very sleepy and my legs are aching after all the heels...
It was a trip that is quite remarkable as i had not been to the boiler's room and also dragonfly...

Well, think will be some time I go again...
Waiting for Prislin's reply to meet wad time as I accompanying her out...

Side note: you msg mi today telling mi you still love mi but hope we could chat like normal friends, what am I supposed to say... but I realised that my heart is dead no tears coming out does it means that I am already used to your silent departure....
I donno, I realli donno
well jus continue wif life, the world doesn't stop rotating jus for you....

P.S Prislin wad time to meet lah =?

=/
well
till next post... smiles
tidous
=)

2008-11-20T14:41:00.003+08:00

Having chemistry lesson in progress...
So much for the terms in Chemistry today ????
Caboncations, Nucleophilics, Alkyl halides, halogens, Substitution, Electronegativity....

Some updates:
Went to watch the movie Madagascar 2: Escape To Africa at E!HUB
The movie was quite interesting though, cinema was filled with kids and parents....

After movie went to meet Prislin to go Food Fair at the Singapore Expo (Yum yum) was super hungry can as I had not eaten the whole day (z_Z)
Didn't took pictures as my phone was running at low battery
Went to help out Prislin secondary school friends as they were at the 100% lemon vitamin booth
We even help they out in holding the big advertisment board....
I had shark fin soup, spicy drumlets and grass jelly.... wooohoo
After that Prislin's friends dad drive us home...

Well its 3:19 now and finalli it's 6th presentation so much of Chemistry today.... hmmm
Will be going work ltr.... as usual

till the next post
see ya =)
smiles
.
P.S You are not in my life anymore

2008-11-18T15:20:00.002+08:00

Currently having presentation in class now...
No inspiration to blog this few days...
Wondering what to do next...

Will update real soon again...

P.S what will you do if you were in my life

2008-11-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

Totally coolness,
I came across this video and its the first game on youtube
U guys should catch it and try out:

2008-11-12T14:00:00.000+08:00

Usual and typical Wednesdays...

No school/ lesson as usual...

Part of my Rainbow, Cloud and Sun theory (random):

As usual attend work ltr @ 5 30pm so for now jus sit back and relax

Had nothing to do or in mind so just started to blog, did some minor changes/ updates.

Well, today is the 3rd day using my new phone... OMg

Damn cool can, wanted to transfer things to my new phone but cannot due to some connection problems...

But through exploration, i managed to solve the problem... yuppie

10/11/08:

After waiting for Rinn and and Andy to finish school, went to downtown for dinner...

Headed home afterwards...

Well here's a presentation to my new phone Lg Secret kF 750:

- Slide cum touch screen phone

- 1 of the black label series

well, not knowing how to present you can actualli visit this website: http://www.lge.com/products/model/detail/kf750.jhtml

But the thing is now there is a trend of big and touch screen phones being used or rather popular among people such as iphone, samsung's omnia, Lg's viewty, samsung's F 480.

Current status: in deep serious thoughts/ serious thinking

To all greenviewens: There will be a homecoming on this weekend but I not to sure about the time and date, so are you attending???

Well ppl

End of post

Tiduos....

P.S I dont want you back in my life =/

2008-11-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

Late in the nite...

I noe that I should think of all this

I noe that I had responsibilities in getting myself ready for all these falls

I never knew that I would be affect slowly

I thought I was okie

But I was never

I realised that eventually the me ppl see was fake

My life had turned into a drama

Why is this happening all over again

History- past happenings

And after so long I thought I was okie but I never really did face this bravely

I thought by running away will stop all the thinking and all the missing

But why in late nite I am still e one in tears

A person once asked mi: Had I been hurt badly before in love?

But I think that silent goodbye is actually more diffcult that a real goodbye

I had to faced the fact that YOU threw or abandoned mi again

Why do I have to face all this

Am I asking for too muchI really donno

But I had now been a laughing stock to everyone and whereby they jus had a laugh at my life and go off

Well I BEGIN TO FEEL LIKE I AM A REPLACEMENT TO EVERYONE AND THEY JUS MAKE FULL USED AND LEFT...

WELL MAYBE I AM THE MISTAKE, THE ONE REAL MISTAKE THAT I WAS HERE

I SHOULD HAF JUST LEFT

NOBODY CARES ANYWAY...

P.S PLS REALLY CHERISH UR R/S, IT'S NOT A EASY TO CUM BY NOR COINCIDENCE, IT'S SOMETHING THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY...

Love songs, romantic movies is only part of my own wishful thinking...

Maybe I dun even deserve e love...

Karma

2008-11-11T12:56:00.003+08:00

Hey yo ppl ppl...

well been quite tired to update this few dates, sorrie for the delay.

First thing first, I gt something to say and that is:

" I am sick AGAIN "

and this is third time in the row of this mth le

Currently stuck in RP library, ever attend lesson as mornin just finish O lvl exams

Then cum sch awhile to attend a short FYP meeting.

Now waiting for Rinn and Andy to finish lessonand head home.

Melissa jus dropped by to chat wif mi awhile

So wat to do

wat to do

wat to do...

Sore throat, blocknose, fever

Pls dun cum find mi anymore le k....

Love every minute of my life

Btw last thing finalli gt my new phone le,

its Lg secret Kf750

2day was e second day i m using it.

so off I go now.... smiles =)

cheers

P.S if only you were back in my life again

2008-11-01T10:32:00.001+08:00

Good Morning...

What an rainy day today...

2008-10-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

27/10/08

Got a call from work suddenly so had to go down to work

Started work at 5pm

Was sick again, will all the same syntoms again this time round

Ending around 10 30 plus

Went supper wif Elaine, Angie at Burger King(wheelocks)

Usual hang out place for Forever 21 family and most impt

MY FAVOURITE HANGOUT PLACE!!!!!

Reach home around 12plus

Exams in 2days time n still counting =(

28/10/08

Meeting Prislin for printing of PP poster, Movie and also Lunch

Had Japanese pasta and cheese wanton for lunch yummy

Total bill add up to 34.10bucks (quite cheap though)

After that went to catch HSM3

It was a fabulous movie

But compared to all 3 movies

I felt that 1 and 3 are the best ones

After that headed down to Bugis Bras Brasah to print PP poster

Had alot alot of SATISFACTION

Off headed home to study...

Still Sick

Exam is 2ml.... OMG

P.S Wondering where u r in my live???

2008-10-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm...
Not updating for a few days...
Well sick again...
Down wif the usual symtons; headache, sore throat, fever

Well exams will be in 3 days timing and counting...
It's physics paper...

School's vacation had started but it will only last for 1 week
PP presentation will be due in 4day's time and I had completed only yet to put pictures and print it out as poster....

Well, 2ml is Deepavali (also known as the " Festival of Lights" )

Feeling bored, down, moodless and everything comes pouring in.
Not knowing what is the reasons causing all this but it seems like 2ml was the day when we started
I never knew it will hurt that badly like I had fall from the cliff/mountain top hurting myself but not dying...

well I donno if I should get you out of my life...
It can be so complicating in times
But hope I will soon get over it once and 4 all...

P.S What had we become???

2008-10-21T09:33:00.000+08:00

ANDY... WHERE ARE MY PHOTOS I NEED 2 BLOG U NOE =(

2008-10-20T12:41:00.003+08:00

MAYBE I m jus to0 ugly
MAYBE I m jus to0 fat
MAYBE I m jus to0 noisy
MAYBE I m jus to0 stupid
MAYBE I m jus to0 short
MAYBE I m jus to0 violent (nt gentle)
MAYBE I m jus to0 noob
MAYBE I m jus to0 disgusting

So what am I: UGLY ANGELA NG HUI XIN (so thats mi)

2008-10-20T11:59:00.002+08:00

I thought you were different but it seems I was wrong
what am idiot I am to believe that things were ever gonna happen
its all my own fault, no one is to blame
well i have to say its jus all my own wishful thinking

Now that I donno why am I actualli so sad over this
I guess it is diffcult
I am so confused, Confused,CONFUSED...

P.S things nv always happen my way, and believe it or not I actually know that all this will happen =\ =(
no more crying for mi pls... tears stop falling...

2008-10-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

1 of the recent photo I took wif bestie rinn =)

Jus got home, finished my rj

Andy(buddy) waited 4 mi after sch 2day as both of us had UTs.

After that went to tampines mall for dinner

But here's e best part we kept walking around tampines mall and century square

I think gt a few times lor =(

TAMPINES MALL --------> CENTURY SQUARE ---------> TAMPINES MALL

Finalli we settled down at the foodcourt of century square hhhhh korean food
love the food there yummy a sense of satisfaction hahahaha
OMG!!!!!

2ml haf to go vivo city and work due to shortage of staff....
WOOOOHOOOO.. my hse finalli gt Pasa malam liao so excited sia
who want 2 go wif mi (pls raise ur hand =P)

Ina - I wanted you (2007) [www.RnB4U.in] - Ina - I wanted you (2007) [www.RnB4U.in]

2008-10-13T00:57:00.002+08:00

1 sentence post:

In this nite, what will I be doin?

Im Getting Over You - The Click Five

2008-10-12T14:09:00.002+08:00

well, what a lazy sunday....

slowly passing the sunday I had,
never been so relaxing but on the other I am stress ot like hell....
just finish watching camp rock on my lappy
super nice.... OMG Jonas Brothers OMG
they like so cute lah
hahaha

went to had dinner wif rinn yesterday at white sands we took neoprint
so old school but abit wasted the feelig was not there the machine did not cue us to standby but overall the pictures came out great. =)

well, will try to post up the pictures...

So till then see ya =P

Finalli a song which we (rinn and angela) both like:

Fall - Ina

2008-10-11T18:04:00.002+08:00

well, a classmate of mine had send mi e link of this video is telling people how to be emo...

Watch out for the last part, it is super funny... teehee

2008-10-11T17:27:00.004+08:00

well so far so good nothing much to blog about...

went to watch movie at E!Hub yesterday nite, went to catch the movie 'Big Stan'

movie plot:
Stan, a two-bit con man, is being sent to prison for fraud and the prospect terrifies him. Seeking help from a mysterious martial arts guru known only as The Master, Stan transforms himself into a kung fu expert - ultimately bringing the warring prison gangs together and establishing peace within its walls.

The movie was quite a comedy though, had a good laugh....

Well recently was being hooked up by the song- Sorry (Jonas Brothers)
I as a very nice song, a sense of emo-ness + sadness + abit of sweetness

All about guilty, regretted, making up of the mistakes, punishment
Will it ever be the storyline that will continue between us?

Sorry:

Jonas Brothers

Broken hearts and last goodbyes

Restless nights but lullabies

Helps make this pain go away

I realize I let you down

Told you that I'd be around

Building up the strength just to say

I'm sorry

For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep.

Its all me

This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay.

But your already on your way.

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain

Knowing that I am to blame

For leaving your heart out in the rain

And I know your gonna walk away

And leave me with the price to pay

But before you go I wanted to say
Yeah!

That I'm sorry

For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep

Its all me

This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay.

But you're already on your way.

Can't make it alive on my own

But if you have to go, then please girl

Just leave me alone.

Cause I don't want to see you and me going our separate ways.

I'm begging you to stay

If it isn't too late

I'm sorry

For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep.

Its all me This time is the last time that I will ever beg you to stay.

But your already on your way.

But your already on your way...

Sorry
- Jonas Brothers

2008-10-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

(this is 2 someone who stays there)...

Sorrie was away for a long long long time time time:

Many things had happened fews this period of time:

from sweet dream to a complete nitemare

from happy to sad to neutral (no emotions)

from craziness to madness

from rising hope to a fallen sorrrow

from sad to heartbroken

from weak to strong

from laughing to crying

But things MIGHT change for the better as all this:

from weak to strong

from sad to happy

from crying to laughing

from a complete nitemare to nothing at all

from jealousy to best wishes

from madness to SUPER MADNESS (hahaha)

well, I got to say everything was back to square except seeing frends around mi happily ever after... so when will be my happily ever after (I wonder- status: serious thoughts)

Being sick but well after recovery it might be all my healing that was needed...

Cycle of my life,

Happy, sad, heartbroken, fall down, try to stand up, learn how to walk again, lastly learn to be happy again...

My feeling is something a million, thousand, hundreds of words unexplainable...

I will be fine (I guess)

Well other things:

Recently, started watching a new sitcom Gossip Girls it was really really good.

Well it certainly became one of my 'MUST' watch and also top in my list...

Watch a couple of movies it was realli good though...

Being alone is never an easy task (who says it's easy, it never was), but try to enjoy each minute of it or live it up 2 the best...

well will update real soon

I promise... with a pinky hook of promise

ti dous....

2008-09-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

1 word :

Stay

2008-07-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

Artist: Aslyn

Song: That's When I Love You

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love youI love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

No matter what..

2008-07-17T08:32:00.007+08:00

RED and YELLOW and GREY and GREEN
BLACK and WHITE and VIOLET and BLUE
I can sing a RAINBOW
Sing a RAINBOW
Sing a RAINBOW

RED means POWER and YELLOW is GLEE
GREY is NEUTRAL and GREEN means PEACE
We can wear a RAINBOW
Wear a RAINBOW
Surely you can too

BLACK is SOPHISTICATED, WHITE is PURE
VIOLET is ROYAL and BLUE is COOL
We can wear a RAINBOW
Wear a RAINBOW
It's HAPPINESS for ME and YOU

MONDAY- RED
TUESDAY- YELLOW
WEDNESDAY- GREY
THURSDAY- GREEN
FRIDAY- BLACK
SATURDAY- VIOLET
SUNDAY- BLUE

SO WAD ABOUT WHITE
DOES IT MEAN THAT IT WILL STLL BE A RAINDOW !?!

RED and YELLOW and GREY and GREEN
BLACK and WHITE and VIOLET and BLUE
I can sing a RAINBOW
Sing a RAINBOW
Sing a RAINBOW TOO

RED means CONFIDENCE and YELLOW can be EMO
GREY might be SUPPRESSIVE but GREEN gives BALANCE
We can wear a RAINBOW
Wear a RAINBOW
Surely you can too

BLACK is SECURE, WHITE is EFFICIENT
VIOLET is SPIRITUAL and BLUE can be CLEVER
We can wear a RAINBOW
Wear a RAINBOW
It's HAPPINESS for ME and YOU

MONDAY- RED
TUESDAY- YELLOW
WEDNESDAY- GREY
THURSDAY- GREEN
FRIDAY- BLACK
SATURDAY- VIOLET
SUNDAY- BLUE

SO WAD ABOUT WHITE
DOES IT MEAN THAT IT WILL STLL BE A RAINBOW !?!
Of course it still can be a RAINBOW
EVERYONE has a different RAINBOW in their heart

SMILES :)
p.s This is my own unique song =)

2008-07-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

Here jotting down all my thoughts, you told mi that we will be meeting each other after 3 weeks... OMG WTH 3 weeks I cannot see him....
Well I miss him terribly and I hope that 3 weeks can past soon or maybe the 2 yrs can past quickly...
We made a promise to go travelling in 2yrs time, but I wonder wad will happen 2 us in 2yrs ltr... We were deciding in which places to go: Taiwan, Japan, Korea, Thailand, Hong Kong, Australia, US, Indonesia- batam??
No matter where we go I jus wanna be by ur side, I will be satisfied.
Friday was the first time we quarrel, but I had to admit that partly was my childishness and I had to say that i actually dont believe that Love Is Selfish but till Friday than I realised that the person that was selfish was mi.
I am sorrie to make you worry, I am sorrie 4 how i treated you... sorrie lao gong... =(
But will still love you the way u are... hehehehe =) dear guess you must be fast aslp now, I totally can't slp and so not in mood.
My whole mind now is all about you, huddy I realli miss you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................
Well have to thank you for so giving in to mi all the time and also taking care of mi.... Will always love you... be there for you always =P

2008-07-07T08:45:00.004+08:00

Good Morning people:

Just turn on blogger and trying to bring myself to blog now, there is onli 1 thought now is that I miss him everyday, hahaha btw updating u guys I found the Mr. Right I am looking for hahaha... but well this is my blog so I will try to blog less about him lah...

Went to watch Get Smart wif him at E!Hub downtown east (cause most of the ppl living in west does not know wad is E!Hub) on sat nite. I jus wanna tell even though we can meet once/twice a week I will still love you and missing you everyday <3>

I came across Peggy Heng's blog and read one of her post named ' Cannibalism' (the eating of human flesh by another human being.) and to say in short it was a real life story which happens in the 1980's:

The author who encounter this himself: (has the resources I had found)

Before the murder
Issei Sagawa was born as a son of wealthy parents in Kobe, Hyōgo Prefecture, Japan. He was a brilliant student, obsessed with tall Western women and that while studying for an English literature degree at the University of Paris, he became attracted to a Dutch female teacher. He once said to British reporter Peter McGill that he wondered if he could eat her.

The murder
Issei Sagawa served time in a French jail for the murder of the Dutch student Renée Hartevelt, a classmate at the Sorbonne Academy in Paris. In June 11, 1981, Sagawa was studying avant garde literature. He invited her to dinner under the pretense of literary conversation. Upon her arrival, he shot her in the neck with a rifle while she sat with her back to him at a desk, then began to carry out his plan of eating her. She was selected because of her health and beauty, those characteristics Sagawa believed he lacked. In interviews, Sagawa describes himself as a "weak, ugly and small man" and claims that he wanted to "absorb her energy."
He said he fainted after the shock of shooting her, but awoke with the realization that he had to carry out his desire to eat her. He did so, after having sex with the corpse, beginning with her hips. In interviews, he noted his surprise at the "corn-colored" nature of human fat. For two days, Sagawa ate various parts of her body. He described the meat as "soft" and "odorless", like tuna. After two days, he dumped the mutilated body in a park, but was seen in the act. Five days later, he was arrested by the French police. However, the French psychologists found him legally insane and unfit to stand trial. Instead, he was deported back to Japan, where he was put in a mental institution. However, the deportation order did not specify how long Sagawa must remain in the institution, and Japanese authorities were refused the necessary paperwork from French justice officials. Fifteen months later, Sagawa checked himself out, and has been a free man ever since.

After reading the post there was even picture of the Dutch teacher after she was being killed and also with some parts of her body missing. I almost gross out reading this, it is really veri brutal and disgusting… OMG how can he do that don’t he regret of guilty for his whole life??? What if this happens again??? He should be sentenced to death to prevent sth like that from happening AGAIN (u might nv know it may jus happen)

Feeling very tired and worn out, just hope that I have whole day to rest wif no one to disturb mi. no school, no work, just one day to replenish all the sleep that I had loss....

While going to school 2day, Prislin gave mi a nickname called ' authentic pig ' hahaha OMG I think it really does suits me and its creative of her. Credits to Prislin.......

2008-06-30T10:33:00.007+08:00

Sorrie ppl after sooooooo long then update:

Was lazy and busy and stuffs like that, hahaha i noe u ppl will say that I am always saying/ giving the same old reasons, blah blah blah

But fortunately did find some time out for my favourite past time- movies/ cinemas (hehehe) ~blush

Here's the list of movies I had watched for the past 2 weeks:

(1) Sex and the city-

After moving in together in an impossibly beautiful New York apartment, Carrie Bradshaw and Mr. Big make a rather arbitrary decision to get married. The wedding itself proves to be anything but a hasty affair--the guest list quickly blooms from 75 to 200 guests, and Carrie's simple, label-less wedding gown gives way to an enormous creation that makes her look like a gigantic cream puff.

An upcoming photo spread in Vogue puts the event--which will take place at the New York Public Library--squarely in the public eye. Meanwhile, Carrie's girlfriends--Samantha, the sexpot; Charlotte, the sweet naïf; and Miranda, the rigid perfectionist--could not be happier. At least, they couldn't be happier for Carrie.

Charlotte still has the unrealized hope of getting pregnant. Samantha is finding a loving, committed relationship more grueling than she could have imagined. Miranda unwittingly lets her own unhappiness--created when Steve admits to cheating on her just once--spoil Carrie's. After a heated encounter with Steve, she happens to spot Mr. Big and tells him he's crazy to get married.

She's really only thinking of her own marriage. But her angry remark gets Mr. Big to thinking.

Comments: though the drama series is better, but their clothes is realli high fashion at jus plainly the clothes it attracts mi 2 watch it =)

Score: 4/5

(2) Penelope-

A modern day romantic tale about a young girl's inspiring journey, a mysterious family secret and the power of love. With all odds against her, in order for Penelope to break the family curse, she must find true love with "one of her own kind." The warm and funny adventure leads her to realize the most important life lesson, "I like myself the way I am."

Penelope Wilhern, born to wealthy socialites, is afflicted by the Wilhern spell that can only be broken when she finds love. Hidden away in her family's estate, the lonely girl meets a string of suitors in her parent's futile attempt to break the curse. Each eligible bachelor is enamored with Penelope and her sizable dowry... until her curse is revealed.

Lemon, a mischievous and eager tabloid reporter wants a photograph of the mysterious Penelope and hires Max to pose as a prospective suitor to get the shot.

The handsome down-on-his luck gambler finds he falling for Penelope, but not wanting to disappoint her or to expose his surreptitious ways, he decides to disappear. Fed up by his latest betrayal and determined to live life on her own terms, Penelope breaks free from her family and ventures into the world alone.

She finds adventure and Annie, her first friend and becomes the person she was meant to be.

Comments: It was really a simple and sweet love story and e plot was cool

Score: 4/5

(3) You don't mess with the Zohan-

This is the story about a Mossad agent Zohan Dvir, who fakes his death so he can re-emerge in New York City as a hair stylist. He romances his clients by giving them "special services" in the back room. However, he is eventually recognized, and risks losing his newfound life and career.

Comment: Hmm was quite tired when watching it so did not really focus that much, but still there are some funny parts like e way he swims if u guys had seen it....

Score: 3.5/5

Well looking forward 2 sat.....

Well ppl got to get back 2 m presentation

See ya soon =)

ti dos......

2008-06-17T22:30:00.001+08:00

Well guess that since school had started I am too busy to blog, was freaking sad on Sunday nite can, my wallet was being stolen on the bus.

It goes like this:
On my way home from town after work and also after meeting melissa for dinner, I took bus 21 home, had bought a present for my daddy as it was Father's day. Just when I was about to alrite I look inside my bag, but to my shock I could not find my wallet....
Darn, my wallet gt stolen lah think I drop it on the floor or maybe the person beside mi had took it, I also donno lor =(

Ended up I search on the bus from pasir ris to bedok until the bus driver suggested that I go and make a police report, so I was stuck at bedok with no wallet, no money and my hp low batt. End up took cab to police station and mummy help 2 pay.

P.S. now i am without ic, ez-link haiz....

Question: what are skinnies called?
Answer: they are called carrot pants

2008-06-09T14:02:00.001+08:00

Sorrie for the long wait ppl....

Was realli sick and realli busy to blog since its the holidays but I still need 2 work in shifts and real tired...

Well about 2 more hours ltr I will be changing a new look-----> a new hairstyle =)
Hmmmm I am wondering how it will realli look, hope that it will turn out to be good....

So I will up-date u with the ' Been there, done that '
(1) Had checked out eski bar with Rinn, it was real damn good, you guys should check it out sometime. Its at boat quay...
(2) Had a nite fun at St. James with Peggy, Rinn, Kenny, Evelyn and Angeline and it was Angeline's birthday that nite.
(3) Had a nite out with Angie and went to watch the movie ' Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian

Had done not much things as was realli sick and no voice for like 4 days... hahaha
well gtg
had to watch my taiwan series' Rolling love ' it is nice lah u guys should watch it too =)

well thats all for now =P

2008-05-29T14:27:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a day which our plans were here and there, all over the place (hahaha) but I gt to say in the end it does work out for us......

Met Rinn in the morning around 11 plus the accompany her go acer service centre which is like in Jurong (where all the industrial buildings and offices located there)....

Happenings that happen yesterday:

(1) Went to a Hong Kong Resturant at Tampines Mall and ther food there was real good, but 1 thing though---- the waitress and the service sucks to the limit.... =x

(2) Went to the arcade next to the cinema, I played the Para Para thingy and Rinn played this game which is veri interesting that needs to be fast.

(3) Take MRT to jurong, to go to ACER headquaters to repair Rinn's lappy, then unexpected things being to happen one after another... we miss the bus stop that we were supposed to get down, so decided to take a cab. But I was quite frustrated and irritated when the cab uncle keep arguing with us that ACER is not read as AC-ER but is being read as the poker card ACE.... WTH ACE OMG that is the funniest thing i heard and he still wanna argue with us..... diao, dotz plus many many dots............................................................. ended up guess wad HE TOLD MI AND RINN THAT OHHHH THE AC-ER BUILDING ISZT????

WTH dotz, Dotz, DOTZ ........................................................................

.......................................................................................................

(4) After we reach ACER, Rinn wanted to ask the guy there to help her back up her files as she wants to reformat but cannot log in and also can't even go to safe mode. But the guy was so stubbon and kept asking us to do it ourself and even rejected in helping Rinn....

So my question to him is that Why will there still be a headquarter and not helping poeple with their lappy when they need help?????

(5) So after cursing and swearing we took Bus 143 down 2 somerset and planned to watch the premier of Sex and the City, but change our mind instead when Rinn wanted to go home and chexkout something.

(6) After going to Rinn's hse we went to tampines mall to watch Indiana Jones, it was quite a funny and interesting movies but I still prefer romantic ones (hahahahaha).......

(7) Went Burger King for dinner than headed home.... :)

2008-05-27T15:27:00.010+08:00

Hey people after so long, back say HI cheerfully and bubbly:

Current updates:

21/05/08:

In the morning went to sun tan with Peggy, Kenny and Rinn

But I was not tanned at all, as I did not want to so I jus applied sunblock and worn a cap

But we had lots of fun and really enjoyed ourselves ;)

Went MOS with Marissa, Angie and Ain and we formed an equation among us

Angela + Angie + Ain + Marissa = a3 (a cube) + M

It was the Ladies's nite again, so entrance was free

Enjoyed a great nite but was totally worn out.

I was e first to leave took cab and went home as I was planning to go for sch the next day.

23/05/08:

The start of GSS, which means I had to work till late or even extend in my work timing.

Well, for the people out there who are unsure:

Forever 21 is now have a promotion: Bill $75 with any credit card, you will be receiving a $10 gift voucher which you will be able to use in the next purchase. Terms and Conditions applies. WHILE STOCKS LAST. =P

24/05/08:

Was morning shift, but I and Angie were wondering wad to do in the night, therefore after much deciding we went CLUBBING again which is like 2 times in a week... But I still think is quite cheap as entrance was $20 plus to drink coupon (quite worth though)....

For the first time I clubbed till it closed which is like 4 55pm and after that was dead meat,,,

headed home after that....

25/05/08:

Donno why in the sudden of my sleep suddenly I wake up and vomitted and also realised that I was having fever but the problem is that I jus drank 2 cranberry vodka and which is like totally no effect on mi....

Went back to sleep afterwards and afterwards woke up at around 12

Plan to watch Made of Honour, and I did (hahaha) it was realli a veri nice and romantic movie:

The story is about:

Tom (Patrick Dempsey) is successful in life. He's become wealthy from his invention of the "coffee collar", has plenty of guy friends to hang with, a new girl every week, and his one best friend. From the very start it's obvious this best friend is crazy about him and he takes her for granted.

His best friend Hannah (Michelle Monaghan) goes to Scotland on an acquisition trip for her museum (though still manages to spend 4 out of her 6 weeks there sight seeing) and Tom realises he feels empty without her. Tom decides to tell Hannah his feelings and ask her to be with him when she returns in six weeks.

Tom finds out Hannah has become engaged to a wealthy man, Colin, in Scotland and plans to move there. Hannah asks Tom to be her "maid" of honor and he agrees so he can try to win Hannah back and stop the wedding. Throughout the movie he attempts several tricks such as ruining her bridal shower playing bag pipes and serving pig lungs saying she should get used to it because of their popularity in Scotland. He also has to deal with others less tolerable, such as Hannah's cousin Melissa, who wanted to be her maid of honor since childhood and had her heart broken by Tom like many other girls.

In the end Hannah realises, when Tom crashes her wedding on horseback, that he is the man of her dreams and leaves Colin at the altar. Tom and Hannah get married on a boat in New York and the movie reveals that Felix marries Melissa in the end.

My comments abt this movie:

(1) Was a great movie, and worth to watch it

(2) The storyline was well planned.

(3) The place where the movie is shoot is very nice ans romantic (scotland)

Overall rating: 4/5 stars

Well got to get back to class....

That's all for now.....

(^(00)^)~

2008-05-27T15:27:00.009+08:00

Here's song for the week:

No Air By (Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown):

[Jordin Sparks]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air If I should die before I wake It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air Ohh

[Chris Brown]

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete wish there was a way that I can make you understand

[Jordin Sparks]

But how do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]

[Both]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air That´s how I feel whenever you ain't there that's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe there's no air, no air No air, air[ohhh] No air, air[nooo] No air, air[oh a] No air, air

[Chris Brown]

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you There's no gravity to hold me down for real

[Jordin Sparks]

But somehow I'm still alive inside You took my breath, but I survived I don't know how, but I don't even care

[Both]

So how do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air there's how I feel whenever you ain't there there's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe there's no air, no air No air, air[oohhh] No air, air[oohhh] No air, air[nooo] No air, air[No more] It's no air, no air ohhhhh baby ooohhhhh It's no air, no air Hey [ohh] no aiiiiir [ohhh] ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there no breathing[no breathing]

Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there it's no air no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air[ohhh]

No air, air No air, air No air, air

2008-05-20T14:27:00.000+08:00

Donno why but 2day realli Realli REALLI Sux 4 mi....
I am sorrie
Everything that happen is my fault
From now on I shall put all the fault and the blame on mi
2 Mellissa: I am sorrie
2 Rinn: I am sorrie
2 Mummy: I am sorrie
2 Daddy: I am sorrie
2 my group: I am sorrie
Lastly, 2 everyone: I am so so so so so sorrie
Everything is my fault
Onli my fault.....

Update of past happenings:
On Mummy's day : bought my lovely Mum a Bakerzin cake that cost $36
the cake super nice both on the design and also the taste
People who are chocolate lovers will sure melt their hearts for it....

Suddenly stunned donno what to write all of a sudden...

Anyway skip to the part where yesterday, met Rinn and Melissa for dinner,
Bought a Flesh Imp graphic tee
Bought 2 little badges from fourskin 2 design on my Forever 21's name tag ;)

After that went to Heeren's Balcony for a drink,
Rinn had strawberry watermelon margarita
Mel had lychee martini
And last of all I had Green Apple martini...

+ a plate of fish fillet and potato wedges.....

Total Bill: $ 61.20

P.S I declared no vunglarities scolded in my blog....

fuck, Fuck, FUCK

I am damn pissed off today and people who cause it 2 be will be responsible 4 it...
No bloody excuses allowed
people tidy up ur mood swings be4 flaring up 2 mi
I am not a anger vacuum cleaner..... ;(

And that the end result was tears and more TEARS.

will stop here

tata ppl... will update soon...

2008-05-09T15:27:00.001+08:00

hey all, back to update u guys again:

Wednesday

went to a mini food court near Jurong MRT station for lunch

the food was cheap, we had 2 bucks nasi lemak

went to accompany Rinn to Jurong to get her acer lappy back

after that went Bugis jalan jalan

bugis had change alot it had been ages since I went there

after that we went to Shaw tower to eat subway

hate it at first but after eating a few times realised that it was NICE !!!

Lastly, wenrt to my all time favourite---- HAJI LANE

went to a few shops and Rinn tried on a few dresses

and she and mi set our eyes on the same dress--- the blue floral print

Reach home about 8pm

then slack around and started preparing to go out

Angie wanted mi to accompany her to club

so we went MOS as it was ladies nite

dance

Dance

DANCE

my legs hurt alot of dancing with my freaking heels for 4 hours

went to MAC and eat supper cause we were seriously hungry

after that cab home

tired and more tired

zzzzzzzzzzzz...........

Thursday

Did not go to school

slept till 3pm

wake up realised was sick again

having fever

after taking medicine went out to work

on the train

in the tunnel

between Bugis and City Hall

the train broke down

we were struck in the tunnel

was late for work

wisma's forever 21 is now undergoing a makeover

Friday

attend school

all the usual meetings and breakout

and now here blogging

will be going 2 work ltr

P.S counting down 2days to Mummy's Day :)

2008-05-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

Well, had 2 say that my mood was totally crashed by some galfriend who confronted mi on friendster to say that why I put her boyfriend as featured friend. But I had to say that it is really damn random was playing wif my friends as I closed my eyes help her choose and she closed her eyes help mi choose..
well didn't really expect this type of things will happen...

Well , guess I jus leave it for the friendster to random again and it is all a Misunderstanding....

Was totally sick like hell, and that added up to my mood, haiz sick Sick SICK.... Sore throat, cough,flu,having cold sweat,bad headacheand also vomiting... Ohhh gosh, WTF i still need 2 wrk so must realli get well...

It's getting late got to get back in editing my blogskin....

Till then tata =)

P.S damn randon, suddenly thought of the phrase ' sweets for my sweets ' (from the channel 5 show)

2008-04-29T15:27:00.001+08:00

I am now in the midst of 3rd meeting (is the presentation time in RP).

And I am sooooooooo bored and there is nothing I could do so I just decided to updated my blog, which can be so called ' dead '.....

I am just abit fucking pissed off and super stress by what is happening around mi, be it school or family or friendship....

But I will like to discuss on the topic: Are people selfish

And here's my own opinion: Yes, to a large extent, but why can't we just help each other out, must we just think of ourselves so what about the rest??????????
People although this is the new generation but that doesn't mean that people live off by themselves..... =(

well, gonna study for UT and it is FREAKING APPLIED CHEMISTRY.... ARGH =(

so ppl... chow ...
will update sooooon (if I gt mood and time)... =P

P.S had fugly this few days so did not took photos.... =(

2008-04-17T07:00:00.000+08:00

Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...
Oh My God...

guess wad???

I reach school freaking early...
At 7.00am
And I am viwawa-ing now
watching ANTM
slacking...

Lastly, waiting for lesson to start in 1hr and 30 min time... =)

DIFFERENCES =P

2008-04-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

2008-04-15T14:27:00.001+08:00

Sorrie 2 make u guys wait that long as I really had my reasons in why I did not update my blog:

(1) I was wrking from monday till sat

(2) Immediately after sch I went to wrk straight

(3) After reaching home is already 11pm

(4) Had to bath and do rj

(5) LASTLY, was too tired.... o.O

While I was meant to update u guys on my B dae:

2/4/08:

When sch had not started yet and I was wrking morning at wisma, after wrk met up will melissa and went to vivo to collect my pay...

She was e first gal to help mi celebrate my b dae (thx alot gal I am really veri happy hahaha)

went to Marche to eat (Marche= it is something like te village at Heeren)

Melissa gave my a surpise buy taking a candle and plant it in the chocolate fudge cake =p

After that went shopping around vivo and bought a couple of things...

3/4/08(countdown to 1 day):

Was wrking afternoon

4/4/08 (my b dae):

Went walk walk in town wif Carine for awhile after that went home to celebrate wif my family, had DIFFERENT TASTE (a resturant at downtown east) for dinner...

After that had cake and make a wish for the year... hmm (wad will it be???)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY =)

2008-04-04T00:40:00.002+08:00

WELL LETS SING A SONG...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELA/HUIXIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI....

i had turned 18 and it is so exciting....
well 2 lazy 2 update...
will update 2ml...
nites ppl =)

2008-03-31T01:51:00.002+08:00

this is my new hairstyle =)

I am soooooo finally back 2 blog....

so many things 2 update but I can't stop counting the happenings that had happen for the past weeks or even days or even mths I am not sure myself 2....

well guess first thing first:

I cut my hair and also a fringe

2008-03-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Seriously I really donno what to say…

Esp. abt friends and family problems

I m so having a breakdown

I m crying non-stop

And LASTLY I FEEL LIKE DYING…

(AND I FELT THAT NO ONE BOTHERS AND CARES ABT MI AND ALSO THEY ARE NO REASONS FOR MI 2 STAY )

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO UNFAIR
WHY I CANNOT HAVE THE LIFE I WANT
WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE A LIFE HARDER THAN OTHERS
WHY WHY WHY
CAN SOMEONE GIF MI AND ANSWER OR AT LEAST A CONCERN EVEN IF IT IS A FAKE WAN
I DUN CARE
I REALLY DUN CARE...

2008-03-20T23:45:00.001+08:00

Suddenly donno when I started to be emo again,
Looking back at the couples I had known I had 2 say that they are all lovebirds =S

The couples will always complain:
(1) BF no time to accompany them
(2) BF too stubborn
(3) BF always not the way they wanted to be
(4) BF don’t give them surprises
(5) BF not caring enough

Single will complain:
(1) Why no BF
(2) Where all the guy go to
(3) How to get a boyfriend
(4) Why people got BF, I don’t have
(5) Lastly, why others deserve to be loved and not urself…

Yes I ever heard before that couples who had each other complain a lot and don’t really cherish what they had such as even they had GF or BF they will say is not stable so I am asking why complain here where they can go and do things on communicate will each other to stable their relationship. And also I had seen people who had a lot of guys courting them but yet they say cannot make it. So what will happen to those who have nobody to rely on. Isn’t this unfair !!!!!! OMG it is super duper unfair lah. And wads up with guys nowadays only look at appearances does it really matters. It is like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

Lastly, SAYING IS EASY WHEREAS DOING IT IS DIFFCULT.
Well I got to say fat, ugly. short, thin ,tall, pretty really MAKES A DIFFERENCE AFTERALL…

END OF STORY =(

2008-03-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

Well, it's a lonnnnnngggggg time since i updated....

kinda busy the last few days as I had started my new job

"FOREVER 21" at vivo...

everything was still fine, everyone is nice.

Well will update again...

See you guys soon...

Miss ya =)

2008-02-29T18:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz…

This is all I can say now, 2day’s mood is still as bad but is even worse than ever. All my friends are busily dating and going out with their other friends so here I am at home doing nothing but feeling quite pathetic hmm, questions running through my head (why would ppl wanna ask you go out, what makes you think that they wanna ask you out, u’re a nobody to them.) Loneliness had conquer all of my heart and mind, people no longer cares about as they had a life they want to live.

Sign,

Now I guess nothing matters to me anybody and always people look for me for reasons and not just purely they wanna find mi. why does this had to happen to mi , I guess I am just a transaction or a helping hand and not a frend to them. What has all this got to mean it is so unfair to me why people has got all they wanted money, career, boyfriends, frends. Well I had to say I had gt nothing so I guess this is the destiny I hold…

P.S donno why tears fall from my eyes again =(

2008-02-28T12:40:00.002+08:00

Hey's another movie for recommendation.
seriously this movie touch mi alot and after 15 mins I was crying throughout.

2008-02-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

heyhey, morning
just wake up but my mood seems to goin no where.
Haiz..............

2008-02-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

Heyhey ppl,

Seriously I donno why I am not in good mood 2day. I know that the whole world is busy so being alone is another easy thing for mi not that it is that easy to overcome loneliness is like people has their stuff to do and they can’t be with mi all the time. But I really don’t know how long more I can take this I really felt like giving up cause I really cannot stand living in pain.

I am very helpless but yet I cant ask for help I think people will think that I am 2 much asking for a lot. And the other thing that although I wanted and also longed for it for I long time but I know that it will never happen on me as I don’t deserve it whereby days and days people insult/ critisize mi and and told mi that I am no one 2 ask for so much. But why must the people I had good impression like my frends this situations always happen and they will usually compare me with my clever, pretty, fashionable but says that I am ugly, fat, stupid. Well I have to say that it hurts a lot and I know that no choice life has 2 be like that for me and I also wanted a life to be within my comfort but usually other people gets it.
I often ask myself why others no need to be so hard with life but I must and why do I have to always be the one going after other people pace but I can’t every time I wanted to do my thing but I can’t people are better than me…. Hmmmm sob

Well everything is killing my especially when I can’t work well maybe it is really time to rest and I think I got the disease called workaholic.
Well and I got to say I really envy people who are in love treasure each other don’t every time say the word break up easily and also try to give in to each other and don’t act childishly. And it is great to be loved by someone so don’t spoil it or take it for granted and I know that I haven’t got one so it is fated that I am the most lonely person on earth so don’t try it don’t feels good having the feeling that everyone had abandoned you.

P.S sometimes I felt that I can take it anymore… its alrite you call me a weakling but I m crying rite now at this time and they can’t be stopped keep falling out of my eyes =(

2008-02-18T22:32:00.001+08:00

YUSHENG for 2day:

Lunch at Sakae Sushi:

Hmmm by the way wad's up wif this reaction (a picture which i find it funny)

JUMPER:

Hey ppl here’s my update:

14th Feb- It was Valentine’s Day*, I was all alone at home nth to do and my routine was eat, watch tv, online then slp and what a ‘great day’ to celebrate all alone at home. Seein couples makes mi feel happy for for them and ppl currently my status is : Single ( and I guess will be 4 a long period of time bah), but that day at home makes mi really a loner as if all the people I noe or on earth had went dating except mi…
*definition : a day for the exchange of tokens of affection (valentine’s day) (taken from dictionary.com)

15th Feb- went out wif Andy, Rinn meet us after that for movie Jumper hmm okie I had to admit that the effects were amazing and sad 2 sad that there are no such humans on the planet and who knows they might be among 1 of us. Before watching the movie mi and Andy went to Heeren for Sakae Sushi and OMG that was the leat I ate among all the Sakae trips I had. But to Andy: Where r my photos, u haven send mi yet?????!!!! Argh…. After that send Rinn home then chat under her block… then went home

16th Feb- WORK

17th Feb- WORK then met Rinn for dinner then send her home and chat again didn’t noe that we could make so many jokes hahaha =P
18th Feb- after Andy’s work went to White Sands to buy YUSHENG course he had gt 25% discount. To Andy: Thx a lot the YUSHENG WAS NICE and also I had here’s the photos I promise to show u =)

Well, that’s all for now hmm …
That’s All Folks =]

P.S Still sick haven recover my voice (haizzzzz)

2008-02-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

The lastest movie I watch with Rinn:

Some pictures of the airport trip with my family:

Outing with Rinn:

Yesterday some picture at workplace with YATI, TEDDY AND CARINE:

Sorrie for the wait finalli update…
Well there are actually reasons that I had not been updated my blog:
REASONS:
(1) Had the work most of the time
(2) Lead to tiredness
(3) Followed by laziness to go online
(4) Lastly, hence did not update my blog… end of story (I know it is all crap so wadever)

Well CNY was the best thing ever all the all the Hong Baos and the food and the atmosphere and…. Can’t really finish talking about it. Well did a lot of visiting from furthest Toa Payoh to Pasir Ris and also other places like Tanah Merah, Tampines and even to Changi airport blah blah…
But it is always the occasion whereby it brings the whole family together….

Did a lot of things through the whole week from buying CNY clothes to shopping to watching movies to hanging out with friends and to working…

Went to watch movie will Rinn, the movie called 27 dresses so romantic lah OMG a gal who has gone to 27 weddings yet forgot about hers and also learning to reject others…

Sad thing of all was sick for:
- Sick for 5 days
- Completely lose voice for 2 days
- Voice sound like boys voice breaking for 2days
Seriously can my voice gets any sexier…. (hahaha)

I realli like the song from Disney's Enchanted the song Ever Ever After by Carrie underwood those who read my blog if ur have this songs pls tag mi... thx alot =p

Well, stop here need 2 watch my anime...

TaTa ppl... promise will update soon...

Today is Valentine's Day wishing everyone HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY AND ALSO HOPE UR GET A TRUE LOVE'S KISS (extract from enchanted) and also cheers for 4 years of my single status though can be keep lonely but I am so alrite with it.... hahaha =P

Loves =)

2008-02-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

Well ppl did my nails 2day and it was done by RINN...
I am so proud of her lah and I really thans her alot for helping mi 2 do this...
take out her time and spending her efforts...

Thanks Rinn....

But sadly 2 say when i was bathing I realised a few things:
(1) I cant wash my hair properly
(2) I cant take out my contact lens
(3) i cant hold the bucket properly ( causing 1 of the nails 2 cum out )
(4) I cant wash my clothes
(5) I cant button properly

SOME MANY THINGS I CANT DO PROPERLY
MORAL OF THE STORY IT IS ABIT WASTED BUT I REALLY LIKE IT ALOT THOUGH IT IS " SO NOT MY STYLE" !!!!!!!

2008-01-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

Well this is the 3rd post of the day:
Well I really donno how to describe this feeling now it is really very complicating. Let mi jus represent this with a song so u guys will understand:

Michelle Branch: All you wanted

I wanted to be like you I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away
If you want to I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares I'm sinking slow
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
If you want to I can save you I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

This really represents what am I thinking now, I really hoped that someone really could save mi.....

The other song which i like most was:

Timberland ft one republic- Apologized

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make you sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

P.S I had uploaded the song feel free to listen to it... thx =]

2008-01-28T14:44:00.000+08:00

Here's song of the week:

张韶涵新专辑
~不想懂得 (公主小妹片尾曲)

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
互相照顧就是幸福的

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折
我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

我愿意一秒鐘放棄全宇宙
擠在只有我們緊靠的小星球

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

(是誰惹誰　言不由衷)
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

I will start a practise of publishing my song of the week.
Go listen to it .

Stars Rated: 3/5

2008-01-28T10:43:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl my blog is still not dead yet, recently busy wif lots of stuffs and also some adjustments of feelings. But I back to blog again, gt miss mi hahahaa but I miss ur though. Anywhere CNY is cuming and I haven shop for anything (eg, clothes, shoes) OMG time is really running out. Well ppl do gif mi suggestions in where to shop and I am also looking for Boyfriend shirt.

Well, today let us talk abt the topic of love,
Here’s a poem:

wanting him is hard to get
loving him is had to regret
losing him is hard to accept
but letting go is the most painful yet

and there’s another one:

roses are red
violets are blue
honey are sweet
but not as sweet as you

so tell mi what are the difference between this two poems, well basically both has different perspective in describing but I guess I belongs to the first wan. So I will respect ur decision and carry on wif my life even its hurts a lot.

Lastly, LOVING A PERSON DOES NOT MEANS THAT YOU NEED HIM BY UR SIDE, ALL YOU WISH WAS HE TO BE XING FU…

2008-01-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

2day finalli updated after soooooo long…
2day is the start of sch after 3 weeks of holiday. Did not did much mostly is working and also watching Taiwan drama.
Dramas that I had watch so far are:
(1) WHY WHY LOVE
(2) WEI XIAO PASTA
(3) HEI TANG MA QI DUO
(4) ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN
(5) KA FEI WANG ZI YI HAO DIAN
But now quite interested in Hebe and He Jun Xiang de dou nu yao bu yao heard it was quite nice. Quite busy when start of school need 2 study and work but still quite fun. Had a gathering during the holis wif class 1e5 people happy 5 yrs friendship wif u guys.
These 7 friends consists of Amanda (yiting), Angela (huixin), Elhannah (yiting), Emily (yuping), Jocelyn (huiting), De Xing and HAN RONG…...